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New LJ=shatteredvisi0n. It's friends only and you gotta comment or I won't add you. Got that. Now i'm never using this one again.
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[25 Feb 2005|05:54pm] |
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Mr. Simmons is officially on the list of people that are going on a bus ride off a cliff. He proudly joins the ranks of Mrs. Enzastiga, Rob Sullens, Mrs. Hobson, The guy who invented math (he's being pulled by his feet behind the bus), and countless others. Congratulations Mr. Simmons.
Anyways. My day was so boring I fear i would fall asleep trying to recap it. All I have to say is that i'm suffering an awful spell of writer's block so i stopped writing one of my stories to start a fan fiction which will probably be thrown into the pile of 100's of stories i never finished. It's piddiful really.
So it's friday and I have NOTHING TO DO ALL WEEKEND!!! Call me, comment, send me a smoke message, morse code, throw a note at my head, write on my house DO ANYTHING but please get in contact with me and INVITE ME TO SOMETHING. My god do you see what i'm doing, i'm begging you, that's how low i've sunk. I'm even considering paying you.
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[24 Feb 2005|05:47pm] |
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*sigh* Today was boring.
And tomorrow will be boring because most of my band friends will be at region band without me because the stupid judge hated me *cries*
This morning Hannah came over while we waited for Monica. We talked about Napolean Dynomite i was suprised that she liked that movie. Then we talked about how some guy asked her to prom and she kept singing this song from the Muppets that is on that Dr.Pepper commercial and she got it stuck in my head -_-; Then on the way to school we all talked about Alias the whole way. So this morning was very good.
Not much happened besides that...ugh today was so boring. Lunch was fun of course...becca pretending to be a vending machine. Band sucked. Mr. Simmons SUCKS.
Anyways. I got ATHF back from meagan. w00t! and Alias was last night and it was so amazingly awesome. I have some stuff to be happy about. Oh and CSI and ER tonight. I only watch a few tv shows, but the ones i do watch i get hopelessly obsessed with them >.<
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[23 Feb 2005|05:06pm] |
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Today was not all that bad. It was just boring.
Nothing happened at all. Lunch was fun as always. Meagan spewed her coke. Then after school I made fun of Lauren's car AGAIN. Then my great aunt came and got me and told me that she waited for me at the MIDDLE SCHOOL for 15 minutes *rolls eyes*. Then me and her had a good conversation. She told me about how my aunt has been a total ass and how i'm really lucky to have a mom like I do and i guess i am even though she pisses me off so much. Then she told me that my lesbian distant cousin or something died and i had NO clue she existed. I guess my family never really talked about her since she lived with some other girl with the same name as her. Oh well.
There is going to be some benefit thing for my cousin Becky, the one with the glass eye, prostetic foot, liver/pancreas transplant, all that other crap. It's like a couple weeks or so I'm thinking of going since i've never met her and you know she has a GLASS EYE. Man i have problems. And my mom told me i get a car on my 15th birthday. Her friend's husband works at this place where he re-makes and repairs old cars and crap. So he is going to re-do one for me and it will only cost us 200 bucks but i don't get to see it till my birthday...so with my luck I will wake up and see this peice of crap car on my front lawn. But oh well it's a car and i can always sell it.
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| "Her goodies AREN'T in the jar" |
[22 Feb 2005|01:31pm] |
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These last 2 days of break have been mucho fun.
Kayla came over yesterday and i made her a family on sims 2. Yeah she lives in a trailor and has dred locks and cleans kitchens for the military. And her husband is named bubba and has a beer belly and a mullet. And her 'mixed' daughter shaniqua is their slave. Man. It was funny.
Then mi madre picked jessica up and we went to the movies to see Boogeyman. It was great. I choked on my coke when this bird ran into his windsheild. then to get it off the genius turned his wipers on and it just smeared the blood and made the bird move slightly. Twas hilliarious. There was a girl named Franny in the movie, i came up with "clausertphobia" the fear of closets brought on by the boogieman when you say it it sounds cooler..but yeah it made jessica laugh then entire movie. Then more random stuff happened. Then we went to Jessica's house and watched all these music videos and her brother was being a butt. But it gave meaning to my spanish nickname..long story there...
Now i have so much school work i have to do...but who cares...
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| Stupid pop ups |
[20 Feb 2005|06:19pm] |
Okay. For some reason i get talking pop ups like every time i click somehwhere. And most of the time i don't see them come up and all i hear is a creepy voice.
So i was simply minding my own business and a talking pop up comes up apparantly for this little computer thing that is named 'blackberry' whatever marketing GENIUS came up with that. Anyways I didn't see the actual pop up. All of a sudden i just hear a voice going "Yes! You are reading that correctly. You have a chance to win a free blackberry"
And my initial thought of course is. "WTF? Why would i want to enter a contest to win a FRUIT."
Sorry. I had to share. It was funny for me. Yeah and naming your product after a fruit...NOT the brightest thing to do.
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If there is one thing i'm going to accomplish this break. is get fat.
Man. Last night i was up till 4 eating this cheescake icecream and typing up my story. I have the first two chapters pretty much finished, edited, and typed up. I started my stupid geography project that isn't due for another 2 weeks. I wrote all my germany notes in shorthand and now i can't read it >.> so i guess i'll have to make a trip to the library or something. Atleast i have mrs. cooper and not mrs. glenn so i don't have to do this project in 5 days
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[19 Feb 2005|12:46pm] |
Yeah. So join this community if you haven't already. I made the advertising banners and the layout so you know it's going to be awesome *wink* I'm serious join if you haven't or i will HUNT YOU DOWN
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Man today sucked so bad. I wrote half a chapter in my story today and it's actually coming along pretty good. but that's about all I did. I sat here in my dark emo corner. Me and my mom played poker but she left me to go to my aunts. It's sad when not even your mom wants to hang out with you. I don't know why I got excited today everytime my cellphone rang. I thought "Hey maybe it's someone saving me from this hell" but it was either my grandma or a wrong number. I happen to like my dark emo computer corner.
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[18 Feb 2005|03:06pm] |
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Man I'm bored. It seems everyone has something to do this weekend cept me. I made a new icon out of boredom. I still need something to do this weekend. So call the cell or comment.
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| Ski Goggles Are Not For Protection Against Fists. |
[17 Feb 2005|05:26pm] |
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Jamie. What you said about me in your lj. Not. Cool.
Today was fine until i got home. And read what jamie said about me as a JOKE on her lj. Then to see someone comment and call me some names. Bad names. That kinda hurts your feelings. But anyways, ignoring that.
Today was boring as usual. I punched Meagan in the eye at lunch but she had SKI GOGGLES on how was i supposed to know they weren't very sturdy. I apologize for any damage. I can't help myself.
Ugh 5 day weekend. Someone should invite me to do something. You know since I don't have any plans at the moment.
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[16 Feb 2005|06:41pm] |
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I don't feel like recapping my day mostly cuz it was boring. But i did manage too right 2 poems today. Yes i'm over my writers block and i made it to page 3 in my new story. go me. so here are the 2 poems just because i haven't posted any in a while. I don't really like the first one but i think the second one is good. I'll leave it up to you guys.
This war isn't over
It's just begun
Don't start to celebrate
You haven't won
Stop all your crying
Dry up your eyes
We are far from the end
But It's in sight
Go and wash your hands now
Rid them of sin
The blood will come out soon
But until then
Stop all your crying
Dry up your eyes
We are far from the end
It's no longer in sight.
And........
Tear Stained cheeks
Blood Stained Hands
I promise the scars will heal soon
Open your Eyes
Go towards the light
I promise the end will come soon
Stand back and watch
Stand back and wait
None of this is going to last
Please Do Not Cry
Please Do Not Scream
I thought this is what you wanted
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I feel so emo. And i don't know why. I'm so pissed at myself and my surroundings. I started writing a new story in algebra and i KNOW i won't finish it because i still don't have a good idea for a plot i just have this idea floating around in my head and i'm going to attempt to put it on paper. I've been so un-creative lately it's ridiculous i can't even write a decent poem anymore. Tomorrow better be a very good day. I don't want another day of feeling like crap because i've had 3 in a row.
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| "His Favorite wife...Aisha..." |
[15 Feb 2005|04:27pm] |
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Ugh today was not near as bad as yesterday. Thank goodness. I'm sure most of us probably didn't need another day like yesterday.
This morning my mom got me to school like right when the bell rang. Then we took a test in science and i'm positive i made a 100 on it twas the easiest test i've ever taken. Then the rest of the day was boringXcore. Tomorrow is Wednesday and that's a good day. Then 5 day weekend w00t but i don't know what i'm going to do and i refuse to sit around here. So you people better invite me to something.
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[14 Feb 2005|05:08pm] |
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Man. Today+Last Night=Major Suckage.
I was yelled at for 2 hours last night by my mom. I'm not even going to go into details lets just say I had a bad night, I went to bed without eating, I cried myself to sleep. It makes me sound like an emotional little pansy but it's true. My mom said mean stuff to me. So today just had to be national singles awareness day on top of that -_-; i was starving and incredibly sleepy this morning...and lets just say i saw some stuff that made me want to gag. (Heather knows what i'm talking about) In Science we got to make fire change colors so i enjoyed myself. But in algebra i was so bored i felt like i was going to cry and in s4s i was fighting to keep myself awake. Then lunch was blah because some kids were sitting in our seats so we had to sit in a row and we were all emo and jessica wasn't there. Then band was..band...then Geography i slept even though she said not to i was TOO tired emotionally, physically, mentally not to. so i did. and i'm going to fail any quiz we have because i was not paying attention.
Then afterschool...more wanting to gag..Again Heather knows what i'm talking about...and then my mom didn't come until 4 to get me and i have yet to talk to her. Let's see how long this last. Ugh. I hope your day was better than mine.
♥ Me gusta los comments por favor.
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Ugh I don't like sundays. I sit here alone and feel all guilty because i haven't been to church again but i can't because my mom works sundays and i can find no one else to take me. Ugh my sister was at my dad's so i cleaned the house because i was bored and it was messy again and i can't stand that. So then i just sat around in my empty house playing guitar for like 3 hours until my sister came home. My fingers feel like they are going to fall off because that's all i've done all weekend. I learned how to play Broken and i keep playing it because i like it too much to stop. Last night i kept thinking tomorrow was monday. It was like 11 at night and i was like "Oh no i haven't done any homework" then i remembered that it was saturday. Then i did it again an hour later i was like "Crap i forgot to tell my grandma to pick me up tomorrow" then i remembered onece again...it was saturday. -_-; oh well i was tired last night from only getting 3 hours of sleep the night before. So I slept until like noon today and i'm not going to be able to go to sleep tonight. -_-; and tomorrow is V-Day the worst holiday on the planet.
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Wow my mom just called and told me she has to work until midnight and i have to take care of my sister until then and that includes making dinner and making sure she is ready for school tomorrow...bleh..
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[12 Feb 2005|05:13pm] |
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Me and Jessica went to Becca's house. We were about to go to sleep at like 1, but then Jessica woke us up asking if we wanted a blanket. Ironically me and becca couldn't go back to sleep but jessica did so we stayed up until 5 AM. Then we woke Jessica up with demon giraffe. I got 4 hours of sleep but I'm still mucho hyper. Then we went to Jessica's and watched the Grudge. It was uber stupid but still scared the poo out of me. I didn't have to go to my dads this weekend =D I'm so happy. My sister did though *dances around* Now I'm playing guitar and *still* trying to convince my mom to let me throw that crummy dresser out of my room that takes up way too much space. I want a new place to put my amps but the stupid dresser is in the way I don't even use it!!! Grrr but it belonged to my grandma. I don't care.
So Leave A Comment!!
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[11 Feb 2005|01:29pm] |
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Man. I am so sick of my house. It's not even funny. It's crazy how i just could snap my sisters neck and it makes me scared how angry I get when i am around her. It's her fault our house looks like a peice of crap because she has friends over EVERY DAY and they trash the place then she doesn't pick it up. I had a dream last night that I kept trying to punch her in the face but every time i tried my fist stopped right before it hit her and it made me so mad that I couldn't hit her no matter how hard I tried. And it suprised me how much I actually feel like that. You guys are probably scared of me now.
Ugh Today was okay we got to watch a movie in science and i got to sit in front of Becca in algebra..although she kicked me the whole time...then s4s/lunch/band was good as always. although mr. simmons is REALLY starting to tick me off. People are just ticking me off lately. I have a short temper. And I'm still mad at the people I was mad at yesterday. And they are starting to piss me off. Ugh I need anger management I really do. I need to do something this weekend. Comment.
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| "I'm Baptist I Dont DO Lent" |
[10 Feb 2005|04:37pm] |
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Man. I can not express how mad I am right now. At so many things.
There are people I'm so pissed with. And the people i'm mad at are probably to nieve to notice they are doing anything wrong, but they are and it's bothering me so much. I'm extremely mad at myself for being such a screw up at everything I do. I swear I can't go a day without saying or doing something wrong.
Anyway. On my algebra test I worked 10 minutes on a problem and got an answer, checked it and it wasn't right and i didn't have time to fix it. there was like half a page of work too. It made me so mad. Then in geography She said there was two answers for one of the problems. And i didn't get either of them. I made an 81 on the test which is like my 3rd C in a row in that class. There goes my average.
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Being emo really pays off.
I was at the drive through window for Lizard's Thicket getting something to eat with my g-ma. And i was looking out the window of her car in my emo thinking stage and the lady who is giving us our food gives me a whole bag of skittles and goes "Maybe this will make you smile" It didn't make me smile, but i got a free bag of skittles.
And after school Lauren threw her keys at me so i bent down to pick them up and she threw her wallet really hard at my arm and it made me fall over and hit my head on the tuba case and Mr. Gatch was like right in front of me and probably thought I was an idiot.
That's the highlight of my day. Nothing else exciting happened i pretty much slept in every single class.
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